I've lost my pillar of strength

When nothing's changed and all hope's gone, you notice the real people around you.

Those who would truthfully stick with you through good and bad.

At your lowest, you start to realize that not everybody do what they say.

All those, "I am always here if you need me" shit?

Nah, those words aren't real unless someone's true to you.

Right now I'm lying beside the one I love.

The man I would want to marry someday.

I never thought I'd be attached to someone so much until I believed about "forever".

Growing up in my teens, I always told myself I'd never fall into this.

I wanted to have fun, enjoy youth while I can.

But now...all I can think about is making him happy.

Even when it hurts so.

One day, I hope he realizes this.

One day, if we ever don't turn up together, I hope he learns from this.

And one day, I hope he treats his girl right.

Because no girl deserves to be treated like how I am now.

Cheated twice.

Neglected.

Disrespected.

Forgotten...