Tough love, mother.

It's not part of my plan to be stuck in this mess.

I have a mother who's really bad in showing her love for her children.

A boyfriend who's attention's far from unconditional.

Friends who've basically gave up on me because of how distant I've become due to many things.

I really just wanted a normal life.

But since College kicked in, it's almost like it's impossible to attain.

Life was so simple back in pre-school.

I mean yea, I basically spent my whole childhood thinking I was a guy

but I don't think that matters any less.

My boyfriend found out about this secret blog of mine.

Been six months since the whole devastating incident happened to us.

God, I really don't wanna go back there. I really don't.

Who knew I turn into this complete insensitive monster when I'm hurt and angry.

It's scary to even just look myself in the mirror.

Anyway, for all it's worth. I think life's been somehow good to me since graduation.

I graduated with a good GPA (mind you, I scored my highest out of my three years in College).

I got into a good school for my Bachelors. It's awesome.

I guess in times like this, I just wish I could enjoy the many things to be happy about.

Instead of being stuck here at home handling a dog that would never stop barking.

Yup, here he goes again.

Stop it, you fucking dog.